We
had entered Brooklyn and I slowed down a little, still trying to find
my pace and get into a rhythm. I ditched the hat and was feeling great
as I passed mile 3 at 7:00. While I had to slow down a little for
the turn onto Fourth Avenue and the merger with the blue starters,
I got a big boost having some new runners to pace with and having
a wide-open road as I think I am a little claustrophobic. I could
look to the other side of the street and see the women in the red
start and there were only a few groups of runners very scattered which
gave me a little extra confidence knowing that I was running alongside
some very fast women. It took me until mile 6 before I really figured
out my pace, but it didn't seem to matter much because I was feeling
great and crossed the 10K point at 42:15, which was within seconds
of where I wanted to be. My family had come in for the race and was
supposed to waiting for me a little after mile 8, so I was looking
forward to seeing them. They were right where we planned a got a picture
of me approaching. Also, the red group merged with the blue/green
so we got some more runners to pace with which was another boost.
Miles 9 through 13 through the Williamsburg section of Brooklyn
was fantastic. The streets are lined with people, sometimes 3 or
4 deep, the pre-industrial architecture is beautiful and I chatted
with some other runners, so I was really able to enjoy the whole
experience.
BANG! Then come the bridge into Queens and it is steep. The half
marker is on the way up the bridge and I kept pace going up to cross
it at 1:29 flat knowing that I have a small time cushion built up
and can just stride out the rest of the marathon. I was a little
confused, not having really known about this bridge or run the course
and thought I might be going into Manhattan, but coming off the
bridge, soon I realized it was not Manhattan and I still had to
cross the Queensboro bridge. The bridge into queens took a lot out
of me. It pushed my HR close to my AT and I came off it somewhat
drained. But running through Queens was not that bad other than
the six sharp turns we had to make in a one and one-half miles.
Until... the QUEENSBORO BRIDGE. I have ridden in a taxi across this
monstrosity and never given it much thought, but have never had
occasion to navigate it by foot. It is not as steep as the bridge
into queens, but it is high and LONG, LONG, LONG, LONG. Mile 15
includes the first part of the ascent and I clock a 7:08 and mile
16 is about 3/4 ascent and 1/4 descent and I clock a 7:33. The ascent,
really wipes out my energy stores. I give up my entire time cushion,
and my HR is 173, right on my AT.
It's off the bridge on 59th Street and First Avenue Arrives --
Wow! What an experience. I come down the bridge completely exhausted,
but the crowds are as packed as the runners were back in Staten
Island. Bands are playing and I can't believe that more than 30
minutes after the front-runners have gone by, the crowd is still
insane. 'How many people must have lost their voices yesterday to
cheer us on?' I am really hurting, but am pushed by the crowds to
get back on pace and clock a 6:55 for mile 17 at 72nd street.
The adrenalin doesn't last, but the crowds do. They are in energizer-
bunny mode and keep going and going and going. I start having problems
with blurred vision. I have never experienced this before, and it
kind of scares me. I am somewhat worried about over hydration as
I drank 48 oz of water waiting for the start, took water at every
mile plus Gatorade at three of the stations. So I decide to start
skipping every other station. Fortunately my Alumni group is cheering
for me at 87th street, and thinking about seeing familiar faces
keeps me going and I clock a 7:08 for mile 18.
The
crowds start to thin out around 93rd street, but I stay pretty pumped
because my family has moved over to 97th street to catch me for
a second time. Mile 19 was a decent 7:12, but I am now about 35
seconds behind my goal pace, my vision is still blurred and the
crowds are getting thinner. That said, much thanks to all the fans
that did come out in Harlem and the Bronx, especially the bands
and drill teams, which were a boost every time I passed one. I lost
another 35 seconds in mile 20 and crossing the Willis Ave bridge
which shouldn't have been bad at all, but still brought my HR up
to AT.
At that point I set out a plan. If could get back up to pace for
the next five miles, I have a history of strong finishes and I could
go anaerobic for the last 1.2 and try to finish at a six minute
pace and still get my first goal. I pushed it through the Bronx
and mile 21, but could not manage better than a 7:18. That was confidence
shattering. My heart really sank. All that training for one goal
and I had to give it up in mile 22. But I couldn't let that thinking
last. I came to the Marathon with a backup goal and that was to
qualify for Boston.
At this point I had a significant cushion built up for my BQ goal,
all I had to do was finish. I dropped the pace down and walked for
the first time at the water station at mile 22 in Harlem. My vision
cleared during that walk and I decided to take those walk breaks
at each mile/water station from there on. My heart rate soon dropped
to around 162 as I cruised down 5th avenue. The crowds grew thick
again as we approached the 90th street entrance to central park
and I really enjoyed the feeling as I hit the familiar east drive
of Central Park that I had trained on so many times. I new every
hill and turn and I knew there was nothing that could stop me at
that point. That said I was either completely dazed or completely
focused through the final two miles as a big crowd of friends, unbeknownst
to me, were at mile 25 cheering me on with signs, and I didn't see
or hear one of them.
I 'strided' out of park onto the east end of Central Park South
which is maybe a half mile long, but staring down through the crowds
to Columbus Circle on the west end in my fatigued state I feel like
I am looking all the way down the Champs d' Elysee on Bastille day.
But by this time I am on autopilot. I just keep putting one foot
in front of the other and felt like I could have keep running forever,
not for a while, but forever. Then the entrance back to the park,
the small hill means nothing, I know the finish is just ahead. I
can see the clock. It says 3:08 and something. I pick up the place;
I want to cross before it turns to 3:09. Not that it makes any difference,
I missed one goal, but I got the BQ; I care more about my net time
than my clock time, but the Marathon is about personal goals. Sure
there are 50 or so people trying to win a race, but for most of
us the marathon is about pushing ourselves, about achieving things
we are not naturally capable of achieving, and I wanted one more
challenge, one more goal, to chase before this marathon was over.
As I approach, I know it is going to be close. There is not a runner
ahead to catch or one close enough behind to catch me. It is just
the clock and I. My head is up; I fix on the time. I step on the
sensor mat and hear its tone 3:08:58. I look up and smile for the
Camera. I am now batting .750 for this marathon. Net time 3:08:49,
a 16 minute PR and my first BQ.
-- hunter dare, November 4, 2002
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